Deadly-Pixie-Singer

So, my friend is getting me a husky puppy to keep at his house! I'm so excited! but I need a name..Any ideas? He's black and white, and I'm not naming this puppy spot. >.> Let me know soon!! He goes to get him like this weekend I think.

Character Name: Erinne Aisling
Age: 18
Race: Demonic angel
Gender: Female
Appearance: Erinne is about 5ft5in with electric black hair with marron streaks running through it. Her eyes are a pale green with blue flecks in them that sparkle in the moon light, she has solid black wings that span out to about 7 ft across fully spread but they stay tucked close to her. She wears tatterred blue jeans with a black t-shirt with her wings protruding through the back, she has a nautical star tattooed on her left wrist with her initals circling it.
History: Erinne was born to Jason and Mickayla Aisling in a place past the clouds that was known to her as Starlight. She grew up learning the ways of the heavenly angels, but she thought the exact opposite of them. Her ideas were always full of death and destruction, and that always bothered her teachers. They told Jason and Mickayla of Erinne's ideas and said that it may have beena good idea to have her sent away. they took this into consideration when they made the final decision to send Erinne away, to be with her older brother Alexander. Alexander was also an evil angel and had gone to live in a different place, known as Hellsing. She found herself very at home in hellsing and grew up learning the ways of the demonic angels, and growing in her archery skills, which had been banned in Starlight. She became an excellent archer in her class and Alexander was very proud of her. She then left Hellsing to find a place of her own that she could call her true home. Now she roams looking for the one place she can call home.
Personality: She is a very stong girl with high opinions and will defend it to the very end. She treats her authority figures with respect if she feels they deserve it, and will only speak when spoken to.
Weaknesses: The one thing that Erinne knows of that can kill her is the light stone found in Starlight, but no one from Starlight has had the need to hurt her. She is very secerative about her past, and talk of her parents bothers her deeply, as doe mention of her brother, but otherwise she takes things very well.
Weapon: A mahogany bow with arrows tipped with poison and the end with black feathers, to distinguish her kills.
Other: Not Applicable as of the moment.
Requested Class in Chatroom: Archers

Yeah yeah, new update on the hell front... I have gotten so tired of people asking me how I am doing when I enter the chats, so here is my anwser until further notice: I am doing better than some, but not better than others. I would bitch and complain but no one would give enough of a damn to pay attention so I'll kep that to myself.  I mean honestly, after being called a shallow bitch, you think things would get better, but they haven't. Yeah, now you all know..My ex-boyfriend, not the one from dA, has decided to reem on my ass bc I got a new bf after he told me through our whole relationship that I could get someone better. I get someone better and he gets pissy, so now I'm the shallow bitch that doesn't give a damn about people's feelings. So yeah, add that to the fact that my dad is still doing all but looking me in the eye and saying 'Tayler, you are such a disappointment in my life and I wish you weren't my daughter.' and you have my life. The epic hell hole that I live in day in and day out. Mom barely talks to me unless it's a text and even those are far and few between..So I'm living the epitome of hell, and not sure what else to do...there are only a set few people I will talk to about this outside of the journal, and you few know who you are. Feel free to hit me up in a note so we can talk and I can just have my stress releived before I do something else to make my dad dissappointed in me.

So apparently I have become the ultra failure at life...I can't do anythign right by anyonre anymore, including my parents. My father basically told me that I am gonna break his heart and that I'm in the process of doing it now, I'm a daddy's girl, and that hurts. Getting to a point where I can't talk to anyone for fear of becoming so attached that when they leave I will probably die inside has become my main thing, and that's not good. I have lost too many that are close to me as it is, and losing someone else will be the death of me. So as I said before, I am the epitome of fail anymore, and life as I know it is just a giant clusterfuck of fail.

Thanks to those of you who actually pay attention to my journals about my feelings anymore..

Ok, since it's been a while since I just blogged my feelings, here they come...


I'M SO FUCKING PISSED I COULD KILL SOMEONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now that that's been said, I shall explain why. I was in gov't today (gov't = government) and we are doing a group project. Well, I'm working with sime friends, and two of them just learned about the game today. (Not gonna go there right now) So these two started talking about it, then the one I was talking to jumped into the convo and another one jumped out and helped me. So the two that were talking started arguing and I got o pissed that I finally told them to shut the hell up before I shoved my adio so far up their ass they would taste the rubber sole of my shoe. One said it was kinky, the other shut up. So then the one that said kinky kept talking about it, so I finally smacked him and told him to shut the hell up before I made him. Then the bell rang and we left. He followed me to my next class, and asked me what was wrong. I told him to fuck off, that I was pissed and not gonna deal with him and walked away. He hasn't spoken to me yet. So then, I went to work, and it was all ok...but then I just got so mad about them giving me a shift next saturday when I requested off that day. So now I'm trying to get that day off so I can see my bff that I've not seen in a month, but I'm not sure if I can..I just feel like going and crawling into a hole for about 3 weeks and calming down before I do something to get me into even more trouble than I'm already in.

So yeah, that's how I feel right now...